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ACCOUNT CLOSED

I'm moving accounts, and switching to Tumblr and maybe another site name on here.

'bye (:

New blog place when school starts. I'm going to abandon this site! Junior Year, another blog. Tomorrow = Party [; fun?! and, I get my itouch. There is nothing to talk about. FCK NEOPETS. That shit is dumb; no food or anything for my pet! mmm, last day before vietnam = sushi station for kate's bday! ima miss these fools. 3 weeks in vietnam is a long time. 21 days. I'll blog.. maybe.

Chilis today with Will. He's all depressed now because of me. GREAT. Well, I'm done with him(: Anyways, I hope I get my itouch back in time. I kinda don't want another one from someone else.. I want MINE. bleh. Gotta clean my room and start to pack. Tomorrow, on my way to pick up the ipodtouch with Katarina. My room is a mess!! :( time to clean. I'm out. blogging is getting boring.

Tyler Mall today with the girls (: Connie, Aimy and Amy. pretty fun. First time I saw Aimy all summer. BFFE! bestfriend's bracelet at claire's. And, I bought me and Will one too :) "key to my heart" necklace. first time I ate at TGIF 'FRIDAYS'. mmm, good. exactly one more week til Vietnam. new ipodtouch AGAIN , thanks to liz (: her homeboys can get anything for her. cool, right? well, with the boys.. I'm back to guys liking me, and being cocky as hell around me. I lead them on, then drop them (: I think if he gets my ipod back from Josh R. then I owe him a date in return. LMFAO. I hope I'm chillin' with Will tomorrow. lunch @ Chilis. first time too :) aha.

S U M M E R 2009 ,

IS GOING FINE! [;

Guilt.

He puts on the sad face, and acts really hurt and depressed just because I can't decide whether or not I should get back with him or not. It's summer. I told him a million and one times. I DON'T WANT A BOYFRIEND. He knows I want to be single. Yet he's always complaining to me about "us, us, us". I said 'MAYBE' when school starts that I'll think about it. He keeps bringing it up, and it's making me feel guilty. That I'm hurting him.. I did what I could do. I just want to be myself this summer. No guys. Just me. Is that too much to ask for!? ..Just last night, some guy asked me out.. no, he demanded it, more than ask me. "GO OUT WITH ME" were his words. aha. r-e-j-e-c-t-e-d(:

The 'Perfect' Guy For Me

I don't ask for much. Really, a decent guy who doesn't go around playing any games is fine. I honestly don't like flirts. I am a flirt myself, but I'll stop if I found the right guy. Someone who I don't fight with. Someone who's talented in the things he does. Someone who strives far in life, but still willing to make me his first, and number one priority in life. I want someone that will give me shoulders to cry on, and arms to jump in in times of joy. Someone who understands that I don't like to be smothered. Someone that gives me space, and in the end always comes to me no matter what. Someone who's caring, affectionate, and not just that.. but someone who also respects me and himself. Someone to show me a whole new perspective on life.

As of now, I don't have anyone who gives me that feeling of "butterflies". I don't "want" anyone. But there are guys that do want me. And it hurts just to know that they would do anything just to get me.. I need my time. I would rather be single right now than to be in a relationship. Currently, I don't need to be loved. For some, I've been told that they want to be in a relationship because they like that feeling of being loved by one person. I could care less about that. I know that I only need myself. I don't need a man to love me; I have other people that love me already and don't just love me when I'm with them. I don't have to be with someone to be loved. Basically, I want someone to understand this. I want them to know that I don't want to be forced into anything serious right now. If you want me, You'll wait. To me, If a guy is truly worth it then he will wait.


Junior Year is going to be an interesting year ;)

twitter.

Twitter is a place where I update most things that I'm doing and what's on my mind. It's so cute ! And changing around the backgrounds and layouts are cool too. Basically it's a place where other people know what I'm doing and I can see whatever they're doing too. Don't have one? Get one! I am addicted to it. I'll tweet even more when I have a phone ;) Hit me up on there. I only follow people I know, but I don't protect my updates. It's a total stalker-status place. You should get it(:

HANGOUT DAY TOMORROW; <3

Back from Vegas late last night. The back of my legs are sore. I play expert on DDR and got a high score off of the sahara ddr game :) Yess-uhh. ahaa. mm,

HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY !

Shopping = ♥ ! I got new clothes (: mainly to wear at Vietnam, and there, I will buy new clothes and get my hair highlighted. and junior year, I will have colored contacts . of any color ! yup yup. exciting year coming up. peacee..

LAS VEGAS

That's right ! leaving pretty soon today for the fourth of July holiday . Yeaaa boy(; I'm off to pack. Peace.

KNOTTS was fun (: challenged myself to go on all the rides we could go on. I'm happy I did, &now I know how fun it is ! Tomorrow, I hear I'm going to Vegas? I don't know. Well, I'm out. peacee.

Productive Day

The day started off with waking up at 6. I slept for about less than 5 hours because I just can't seem to fall asleep at an earlier time anymore. I woke Katarina up at 7:12 on AiM , she rushed to my house and we went running together. Later , got back to her house to go swimming. After swimming, took 2 hours to get ready. Went to King , just to see the summer school kids get out , then went to sushi &back home. LATER , she came over with beer and we talked to guys. the end(: but fuck that shit, I couldn't go to the park since I'm going to knotts tomorrow. Anyways, what's been on my mind.. hmm, well.. I realized that I've done some stupid shit in life, and that I keep making the same mistakes over and over again. I don't really know what I want in life. Should I get back together with Will? Is that a good choice? Or should I just stay single and enjoy life? I should just give him ONE CHANCE to prove himself, right? just to make it fair since he's always taken me back all those times? I don't even know ! OK, so what the heck. I might just go for it. but If he breaks me one more time, I'm leaving for good.

The Truth

Last Night , I was on AiM with Kamyle . He finally told me that he dropped everything awhile ago. I'm glad he finally told me. &that's the end of it.

People have been trying to tell me what I did bad , &that I should know never to do that again. lesson learned.

Tuesday = KNOTTS ?! (: with katarina . heckk yeaahh

Can't wait for junior year; shit's gonna be bombb. new year, new me (:

there's nothing to do, im randomly blogging about nothing.

LAST NIGHT ! 062609

I have a feeling most of my blogs will either have 'last night' or 'yesterday' so I'm going to just date the title. Last Night I saw Transformers 2 with amy. GREAT MOVIE. ha, me and my fatass, got soooo much food. And I had Brian buy popcorn for me (: thank you! haha. Mmm, got home almost at 11. Finally , I want to pull up curfew to 11 . Uh, today I got a haircut. I have nothing else to say besides how I was thinking how stupid I was for doing things with a guy and he just let me go as if I was just another somebody. He should know that I'm not like the other girls he's been with and he shouldn't have reacted to me like that. Ugh, I'll bet he won't ever talk to me again.. Mmm, also what really bugged me is that everytime I'm with a guy, someone expects me to be going out with that person. I'm not saying just ONE person, but EVERYONE. What I don't like either is the fact that other guys tell the guy I'm with that I'm their girl . FYI* I'm nobody's girl. FUCK THAT SHIT. I'm my own person. get over it. I don't want a boy, I don't need a man to make me happy !

Ok, well he talked to me &bad stuff.. Well, me and him are officially done with. So now , it's not time for me to be scared of guys out there trying to play games; I just have to get out there because they're not all the same. If I find someone that is deserving of me, I'll date. PEACE.

YESTERDAY , 062509

I would like to say ,

RIP Michael Jackson 'the king of pop' -- you will always be remembered ♥

Yesterday morning, I hung out with Will. HAHAHAA, funny stuffs happened. I can honestly say that it was actually boring besides the part when dylan rushing came &started to make conversation with us ! LMFAO, he's a pimp ! but he said something about the summer that made me want to think.. he said that he didn't want a girlfriend right now because it's summer and what if something happens and he does something bad, so then he will wait for school to start to get one.. I think that for most people right now, that is kind of true.. I feel like I'm in that same position myself.. : mmm, basically all me and Will did was walk around &he made me a sandwich ! (: yumm. I was doing the 'megan fox move' when she goes on the bike and fixes something (she does not even know, ha) and I was just doin my own thing, and Will was watching, &I don't know why but I guess he was a little too happy to see me down there.. LMFAO. sooooo fuckin' funny.

Later on, I came back to the park AGAIN, just because josh r. begged me to. I came & we walked to amy tavares' house to pick her up ! love that bitch. anyways, we chilled at the park &I met a new friend named.. demanta ? however u spell or even say hahaha,

i have pictures too(:

More people started coming & later when it got dark , we just started messing around, &fckin' josh picked me up, and carried me to the trash can and put me on the trash :( FUCK HIM. lol. yup yup. ohh, and I saw bonnie ! (: then, LATER , when I was about to leave , and me amy josh and demanta were outside , talking about how josh could get home without getting into trouble , this pasture guy thingie came to talk to us about god. something we should think about! *

I got home past the time that I said I would be home. HA! I was rejecting at the park.. but I wonder if those guys saw me? because there was this white car full of guys, riding alongside me when I was riding my bike home, they said "AYY CAN YOU JERK?" lmfao. for once today , i thought no one would say something out of their cars or hit on me.. but they did :( i want to see a day where they don't !

Well, today is the fourth day I haven't talked to him. If I was his then for sure he wouldn't ignore me like this : Ugh, I hear someone or something downstairs.. I wonder if anyone's home. I just want to live my life and no one should be in my way to stop it. Summer '09 ur goin' by fine (;

3 days already

:( FUCK THIS SHIT. I'm gonna make this summer the best I can possibly make it. Who needs guys anyways.

I feel worse, I don't feel any better. FML. Why do bad things happen to good people? &Don't say because the good person went to the bad thing.

I deserve better.

I hate it when this happens. I feel so used, like I just got fucked over. He doesn't talk to me, he only does when he wants something. I'm done. Really, all his words were probably just lies. I deserve better. Why do I always pull myself back to him. I want things that I shouldn't want. I go for the bad, &never the good. I let him do this to me , &now I feel so screwed over, it's not even funny. He's treating me like a fucking toy. whatever. whatever happens, happens. fuck my life as of right now. I wish things were better.. he can do whatever the fuck he wants.. I'm done. I know I said this so many times, but it's not going down without a serious talk. I feel so bad :(

It's funny how Brian ignores me when I tell him that Kamyle better not read my comments after he told me he loves me, etc. mwhahahaa. funny xD and they both don't like eachother. hm, la la la. It's really early, &I figured when I sleep, I'm dead asleep. no lie. Katarina came over and rang the doorbell, but my asshole brother didn't even tell me until last minute and had to leave for summer school. UGH. sooooo fuckin pissed. &now I'm awake and it's almost 8 in the morning.. Uhhh, I don't know what I'm doing today ! I MISS HIM ! [;

Getting Into Shape;

As you can see, I change my plans around a lot. I didn't go look for a job yet . Instead , I went to the park to get a library card application and walked the whole way with Katarina. We talked about getting back into shape and on our walk back home, I made us lay on the sidewalk and do stretches ! mwhahaha [; 100 crunches a day for me now. let's not exercise in skinny jeans next time. aha. sweats/shorts & no make up :( she said to not look good. So, for sure, we are not going to be going to King. I have it all planned out! Running, cute outfit to run in, & of course hair tied up? possibly. FUCK, might have to wake up early though. mmm, time to get my body toned and tanned! The tanning part will be when I play in the water @ the park ! fun stuff. Everytime me and Katarina go somewhere, can there be a time where we're not hollered & hooted at ?! damnn people. 90210 MY SHOW ! haha. peacee ; I miss you KHD.

JOB

didn't go anywhere with gaby yet. change of plans for tomorrow. Today, I'm going to go look for a job.. actually, any job would be nice ;D

GABY

going to see her today and most likely going to the park to see if we can get some community service hours. My diet is not going well.. I keep staying where I am, when I wake up I just lose 3 pounds but then gain them back again. What happened to my fast metabolism!? maybe this is just a phase. no need to worry : I can lose this! (: I will. better hurry up and get ready ! No time for food anyways. In a hurry* Byeee (:

:)

Kamyle makes me laugh ;D he came over today &we chilled. Talked about stuff that I really wanted to know. I'm still his ♥ he should come over again ! [; funny when he couldn't find my house.

Last Night, I went with the fam to a relatives house and ate a shitload of seafood . lobsters, king crab, fried rice w/ shrimp, etc. it was hella bomb. Had this drink that had some alcohol in it &it wasn't really all that. YUCK.

Tomorrow, I think I'm going to be chillin' with Will in the morning and maybe with Katarina @ night.

Fck this diet. aha. justkidding. (: I need to lose this weight ! mmm, im kinda tired. probably gonna take a nap right now! peace.

1 to 2 in the morning,

I was on myspace IM talking to Kamyle(: He contacted me.. FINALLY. hah. I felt better. We talked about what we did , and he said something.. about im the 'one chick he...' hahaa, but that's not all I am to him? He said there's a lot more to it. And I said when he can tell me, please do cause I wanna know :) blah blah blah. Just glad that we talked. FCK THIS WEEK. booooo. can't do shit. I'm still not at the weight I wanna be, lost 3 pounds overnight &I need about 8 pounds to go ! wooooo. what can I eat that's good for me, and not bad? I need a trainer. LOL peace.

& HAPPY FATHERS' DAY !

Awh, he's so cute :) I don't have to see him, cause lookin' at his pictures are fine. SHIT. I just read something in a magazine today that said, "space makes the heart grow fonder" something like that. HAHA. It's making me miss him, even though I shouldn't !

I need to go on a diet. Rothie suggested me the "lemonade diet." ahaha. ima try it! I need lemons! ;D Periods suck ass. end of story.

Ah, I'm not sure of any plans for this week yet. Talked about them, but not entirely sure. I need something productive to do. It's almost midnight. Late. I don't expect him to come to my window and throw rocks anymore :(

Last Night, & Yesterday.

Mmm, morning: park, rec center &played DDR (dumb version) , no beer 'cause jesse never showed up , played in the water place, got wet. kat had to go get pha ahna , but was in a rush, had to use my bike, i went home wet on her scooter . Later, they got to my house, we were in the garage talking about how while katarina was on my bike, she saw kamyle and he gave her a weird look like the "what the fuck are u doin with alina's bike" look. LMFAO. i messaged him, he just read it, never replies. fuckk that shit, he's ignoring the messages. so whateverr. =/

then around 6ishh, left the house again, went on bikes to movies, I was on the pegs, the back tire got a hole and went flat on the way there. Uh, taco bell, baskin robbins, NO DDR :( what happened!? and then we actually paid to go see "IMAGINE THAT" but we left when it was about to start to YEAR ONE because that was the movie we were going to see anyways.. FUNNY MOVIE. got out around 9:30 ishh around there, had to walk home. saw tre and his white ass feet. LMFAO, and then got home around 10:30 - 11 ishh. laaaatee. and just woke up around 12.

after last night, now i feel like im back in my own little world. I feel as if.. idk what i feel. I guess I'm going to have to go with the flow right now. If someone doesn't want me, well fuck them, I'll see other people.

Once school starts again, I'm going to make a new blog. Yesterday I haven't blogged.. What did I do yesterday? Connie's house, made s'mores, went home, went to OC with family. Last night, Kamyle contacted. OH BOYY, THE THEORY STILL WORKS. He seemed to get pissed off when I told him what I was gonna do today; Why does it matter? I'm not his girlfriend. I'm nothing to him, right? That's what I think.. ? But whatever, I'm out to have fun. I don't want anyone to stand in the way of my happiness and bring me down. Will he contact me today? Who knows? I'm guessing he won't.

How long will this be? No contact for how many days.. I'll block you out of my life for as long as you want. Until you start talking, then I'll consider it. I'll do a countdown again.. Tomorrow will be DAY 1 :(

"I'm done with boys !"

The funny thing is that when I say that, another one comes along. I'm starting to talk to a lot of guys again. I just don't like it when one comes and tries to 'spit game'. Yeah, Kamyle did that &it worked. But obviously it showed that he really liked me. I don't know what's going on with me and him now, but let's put that on pause for awhile. This is just me now. I want to have fun(: I'm making my life how it used to be when I was stress-free &happy as can be. Tomorrow, I'm going to Connie's house to hang out with her! Hoping it will be fun. &Yeah.. don't know what's up for Friday yet. *Peace.

I messed up . I'm here trying to understand why I did the things I did &why I put myself in this place !? But my questions are for YOU. I don't get why you came into my life. What was the reason? There are so many things I need to tell you, but I can't. You obviously don't have time for me, &I'm not one of your priorities. I'm not even an option. Some things are better left unsaid.. You have time to talk to other people, but not me. I liked my life before you came into it. I loved it. I rejected any guy that came my way, , but for you , I thought I could give you a chance. I was so scared of getting hurt, and It happened. What's the point of just getting together and then leaving me, abandoning me here in the summer. There is no point with guys anymore. I'm done with guys. Really; The last time I said it was when you came into my life. But now, I'm done. Honestly, if you have better things to do than me, then I'm done. There really is nothing more to say. I wanted to ask you what happened to us.. Do you still share what I feel? It's not going to be hard to go back where I used to be. It just disappoints me why I put myself in this position. What are you to me anymore? an FB ? I don't want to be that low to you. There are other people u can play around with, just not me. NOT ANYMORE. I told u , I'll play this game better the 2nd time around. I know what's in store. You may be different from what I experienced, but I had you. So i know. I've had enough.

Theory.

Boys , you guys will always be coming back(: I don't know a guy who hasn't came back . NOT YET. prove me wrong . comment it!
vvv

GOLDDiGGER;

(: I think that it's true. I've been told that I'm a golddigger by some guys. They like me, so they take me out &pay for me. I love it. In fact, ending of soph year, this is what happens. Then, when they realize that all I want them for is money, &that I'm not that interested in them, they leave. There was one guy who tried to play it off talking his crap. ha, hilarious! I admit that I am a golddigger. Now I know that it's all bad if I am, but if you like me, then be prepared when I say "do you have money" &don't say naaaa, I'm broke. random* the song came on the radio by Kanye West &I just had to rant this out. I've been told that I am, &now I admit it. I never said that I wasn't [; If you see me with someone who doesn't have money &is broke , that obviously means I like them &I don't care about all that money crap ! They mean more than money to me.. hah, maybe(: Well, there's nothing to do today! Chill day. Holla @ me tomorrow, cause I think I'm going to be out all day; Chillin' with my sis , & then later might hit up the plaza with Katarina ? I'm glad I don't have summer school.. WASTE OF MY TIME !

16th birthday,

I took forever to get ready, I still looked like crap in my opinion. First thing I went to sushi station with Katarina &then we went to walgreens, stole this acne treatment thing (LMFAO), went to albertson's and bought a tub of ice cream, saw josh t. there , went to bergemont park and ate the ice cream on the playset. We realized it was food for the 'depressed'. Cookie Dough with Chocolate Chips mixed in Ice Cream. THAT WAS SOME BOMB ICE CREAM; we gotta do that again if I'm ever down. (most likely..) then, we went to school (ugh, didnt want to go); dropped off katarina , once we got there all the kids were let out . Fckin' bunch of ppl in summer school.. Well, before that, during the park, I called up Kamyle and said to hang out. He said he knew it was my bday and he was trying to hit me up on AiM all morning but I wasn't there. Awww(: It's true. I got home, &there were IM's from him saying: "happy birthday" "chat with me on video/call thingie?" something like that hah, and then "hello" bc i wasn't answering him. LOL. cute. after I dropped off katarina, I went to orange terrace park. A little while later he came and we chilled and MY PRESENT . haha. yeaahh.. (: but now i gotta talk to him.. about stuffs.. mmm, later I got home LATE, was out all day until 4 . My parents already got home, so then that night, I went to red lobster with the fam, & in the car going home they talked about how if i get a phone i'll have to sign a contract etc. but no internet on the phone? HOW CAN I HAVE A G1, YET NO INTERNET?! ugh, idk.. Then, we got ice cream at baskin robbins.. FAM sang to me. etc. time for bed. nightt

Still, I see an "online now" icon on his myspace &still signed on 'mobile' on AiM , YET STILL NO CONTACT ! How long is this gonna take ? I should do a count. How long it can be.. OK? starting today is DAY 1. 3rd day of summer break and I'm stuck at home wondering why he hasn't talked to me since YESTERDAY. haha, lame . I'm getting off the computer for now . Peace* Tomorrow morning, Sushi Station with Katarina ! <3 oh boy *sarcasm . Not really the best bday , I'm guessing .. It will be if I get the G1 .

weird

He hasn't said anything after the AiM message when I was like, "what?" Tomorrow is my birthday(: I can't see anything exciting in it.. =/ What will make it better? Him talking to me, &coming to see me? YES.

2nd day of break.

Khd702 (9:36:31 AM): sorry i couldnt come last night
ALiNAKiMMYTRAN (9:41:32 AM): its okie
ALiNAKiMMYTRAN (9:41:57 AM): did u go to any fun parties?
Khd702 (9:42:38 AM): naa
ALiNAKiMMYTRAN (9:45:45 AM): ohhh. what r u doin today
Khd702 (9:46:49 AM): dont know
ALiNAKiMMYTRAN (9:47:40 AM): sorrryyy if i wasted ur minutesss. i stopped until someone kept telling me to ask u more questions
Khd702 (9:48:55 AM): o
Khd702 (9:55:47 AM): damn i wanted to ur house last nite so bad
ALiNAKiMMYTRAN (9:57:47 AM): haha, u think u would just be outside lookin up to my window. romeo and juliet status. LMFAO, jk
Khd702 (9:58:43 AM): wow
ALiNAKiMMYTRAN (10:01:08 AM): you should come over but not in the middle of the night. my parents work until 3 something on weekdays. im home alone
Khd702 (10:02:40 AM): sexytime
ALiNAKiMMYTRAN (10:03:07 AM): hah, no FB?
Khd702 (10:04:23 AM): whas a fb
ALiNAKiMMYTRAN (10:04:44 AM): fuck buddiessss. naaaaaaaaaa
Khd702 (10:14:48 AM): A
ALiNAKiMMYTRAN (10:15:34 AM): what
ALiNAKiMMYTRAN (8:26:46 PM): aaay i wanna see u




Ok, he didn't come over last night but I have a feeling he will surprise me like that one other night and come [; Gaby says Elizabeth saw him breakdance in front of his garage on a piece of cardboard. Awh, I can picture it. cuuuttee ! Lucky people who live by him, hah. Fuck, no phone YET. I might have to wait until September :( But I need one before I go to Vietnam which will July 22. SHIT. FML. I need a phone baaadd. =/

Kamyle says he's coming over tonight [; throwing rocks again, hah. But hopefully at my window this time. I made a sign with my name on it to put on my window so he can easily see. FUCK, there better not be any rapist out tonight. The Self-Defense shit I learned was no help. Ima get raped :( HAHA kidding. Cleaning my room all day today. I'm going to try not to mess it up. So I won't have to clean so much this summer. That's my goal.

My grades are baaad.

Let's see:

A, B, B-, C, C, C

HAHAHAA, but that's the best I did all of my high school year(: woot! I know I can do better. Birthday in almost 2 days! Yess, I want the G1 phoneeee.

Mmm, I wonder if I'm going to see Kamyle? I really wanna see him! The first day of my summer has beeeeenn gaaayy. It should get better ! Anyways, just a pictureee of me and aimy on our 2nd to last day of school. bootleg cue in the girls locker room. YEAH, we're freakin' shallow. HATE ON IT, BITCHES .

Yesterday, me and Katarina went to the grove & orange terrace. cute kids there , but they were all little ones(: no hot guys ! booooo. hah, well, man.. those kids have a potty mouth ! SHIT. haha. We were thinking some freaky things at the park to the "I need that" song. &Katarina had the nerve to tell Kamyle that today! lol. I called him at the park and he was frustrated bc he was building some kind of ramp thing and he wanted me to have a phone bc he wanted to contact me when he was not busy, besides me calling him when he does not have a free schedule. I was just like whatever, fuck it. So when he told me to call him in 2 hours yesterday when I was at the park, I decided not to. I got home last night and I was just thinking that I wasn't going to call him and to give him his space. Today, It was going ok. I didn't see him. Until afterschool, I saw him. I was all the way by the bike racks with kat, and fay; I notice him and his group walking towards the hill to go home. I pretended not to see him. So I noticed he left his group and was walking towards me by himself. He came, and both kat and fay were like "I don't like you" & "ew" when I hugged him. hah, I was the only one who seemed to care he was there(: He apologized for yesterday if he hurt me in any way. I was just like.. "..you didnt.." and stuffs. Yeah. He told me to call him tonight, but I don't think I'm going to call him. I don't have anything to say... and I want to make him wonder why I'm not calling him and miss me :D if he ever will..? SIGH. last day of school is today. Weird how I thought I was gonna give him space and him not coming to me.. BUT HE DID. awwww(: heh, he's not my baby daddy (jk) but there is someone out there for everyone. no matter how ugly.. HAHA JK. (: he's cute to me! mm, well when I get a new phone, I wonder if he will call me up. 4 more days baby [; I wonder what ima plan on doing for my sweet 16?! KHD <3 haha, I'm lameeee.