I deserve better.

I hate it when this happens. I feel so used, like I just got fucked over. He doesn't talk to me, he only does when he wants something. I'm done. Really, all his words were probably just lies. I deserve better. Why do I always pull myself back to him. I want things that I shouldn't want. I go for the bad, &never the good. I let him do this to me , &now I feel so screwed over, it's not even funny. He's treating me like a fucking toy. whatever. whatever happens, happens. fuck my life as of right now. I wish things were better.. he can do whatever the fuck he wants.. I'm done. I know I said this so many times, but it's not going down without a serious talk. I feel so bad :(