no more 0 5 1 2 0 9 . we broke up (: and yess, i don't care because everyone got mad/pissed that I would take that from him and not have hit him already with my tennis racquet. TRUE. they said that 'i deserve better than him and that he was nothing compared to me. I could have done way better than him and that why would I even like him.. ' But everyone always tells me that when I get a boyfriend.. they tell me that I could do waaay better . If I can do way better, who's someone that would fit perfectly with me? Tell me that. I'm not sad over kamyle. I'm sad because I can't get what I want. Sushi tomorrow with Will. haha, we're friends now:) because he thinks going out won't work out but I said it will. Yup. I feel like there is a big weight that has been lifted off of me. I do miss him as a bf, he wasn't BAD. but he wasn't GOOD. whatever. I don't care. and I don't know about the whole friends things. HE IS A WEIRD KID. aha. mmm, yeah. I guess he didnt want a relationship and not to put up with things like this, or even have a gf because he is the kind of guy to be single and I get that. From the beginning I knew. I really did. I am so thankful to not get played or screwed over. Whoever my next boyfriend will be, I know from my mistakes and even if I didn't do anything wrong and nothing was my fault, I'm just going to say this. I always treat everyone how they deserve to be treated. No second chances. U had me, U lost me. It was nice knowing how being with someone else was like. Not being stuck on one guy feels good. Just this time being single, I don't wanna be single for long. Hah, now people will hit on me again :( BLAHHH. don't touch me! byeee :)