How long will this be? No contact for how many days.. I'll block you out of my life for as long as you want. Until you start talking, then I'll consider it. I'll do a countdown again.. Tomorrow will be DAY 1 :(

"I'm done with boys !"

The funny thing is that when I say that, another one comes along. I'm starting to talk to a lot of guys again. I just don't like it when one comes and tries to 'spit game'. Yeah, Kamyle did that &it worked. But obviously it showed that he really liked me. I don't know what's going on with me and him now, but let's put that on pause for awhile. This is just me now. I want to have fun(: I'm making my life how it used to be when I was stress-free &happy as can be. Tomorrow, I'm going to Connie's house to hang out with her! Hoping it will be fun. &Yeah.. don't know what's up for Friday yet. *Peace.

I messed up . I'm here trying to understand why I did the things I did &why I put myself in this place !? But my questions are for YOU. I don't get why you came into my life. What was the reason? There are so many things I need to tell you, but I can't. You obviously don't have time for me, &I'm not one of your priorities. I'm not even an option. Some things are better left unsaid.. You have time to talk to other people, but not me. I liked my life before you came into it. I loved it. I rejected any guy that came my way, , but for you , I thought I could give you a chance. I was so scared of getting hurt, and It happened. What's the point of just getting together and then leaving me, abandoning me here in the summer. There is no point with guys anymore. I'm done with guys. Really; The last time I said it was when you came into my life. But now, I'm done. Honestly, if you have better things to do than me, then I'm done. There really is nothing more to say. I wanted to ask you what happened to us.. Do you still share what I feel? It's not going to be hard to go back where I used to be. It just disappoints me why I put myself in this position. What are you to me anymore? an FB ? I don't want to be that low to you. There are other people u can play around with, just not me. NOT ANYMORE. I told u , I'll play this game better the 2nd time around. I know what's in store. You may be different from what I experienced, but I had you. So i know. I've had enough.