I just don't know what I can do anymore.. I feel lost all over again; I feel like crying. I know.. I know he doesn't want me anymore. It's over for good. There's nothing anyone can do about it to make it all better. Nothing I can do about it. I lost hope. All I can do now is let it be. Give it time, let him have more space; I'm back at square one. I can do it all over again. I know I can. I'm strong. I'm still here, so I can do this. I just.. I don't know. I hope, and that's all I can do. Ugh, the pain. Seriously, there is no worse feeling than this.. About half a year already without him and I still feel it bad. I know now, me and him will never be together no matter how much I want. It's over, Alina. It's done.. Be strong. &when he has a new gf.. idk. I don't wanna see it. That's all I can actually do. Be strong, don't lose hope, and have faith. I wish, but that's not gonna help much. I tried so much; I'm fighting so hard. Now I realize the reason why I never gave up and why I keep trying so hard and getting nowhere.


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