Awh, he's so cute :) I don't have to see him, cause lookin' at his pictures are fine. SHIT. I just read something in a magazine today that said, "space makes the heart grow fonder" something like that. HAHA. It's making me miss him, even though I shouldn't !

I need to go on a diet. Rothie suggested me the "lemonade diet." ahaha. ima try it! I need lemons! ;D Periods suck ass. end of story.

Ah, I'm not sure of any plans for this week yet. Talked about them, but not entirely sure. I need something productive to do. It's almost midnight. Late. I don't expect him to come to my window and throw rocks anymore :(

Last Night, & Yesterday.

Mmm, morning: park, rec center &played DDR (dumb version) , no beer 'cause jesse never showed up , played in the water place, got wet. kat had to go get pha ahna , but was in a rush, had to use my bike, i went home wet on her scooter . Later, they got to my house, we were in the garage talking about how while katarina was on my bike, she saw kamyle and he gave her a weird look like the "what the fuck are u doin with alina's bike" look. LMFAO. i messaged him, he just read it, never replies. fuckk that shit, he's ignoring the messages. so whateverr. =/

then around 6ishh, left the house again, went on bikes to movies, I was on the pegs, the back tire got a hole and went flat on the way there. Uh, taco bell, baskin robbins, NO DDR :( what happened!? and then we actually paid to go see "IMAGINE THAT" but we left when it was about to start to YEAR ONE because that was the movie we were going to see anyways.. FUNNY MOVIE. got out around 9:30 ishh around there, had to walk home. saw tre and his white ass feet. LMFAO, and then got home around 10:30 - 11 ishh. laaaatee. and just woke up around 12.

after last night, now i feel like im back in my own little world. I feel as if.. idk what i feel. I guess I'm going to have to go with the flow right now. If someone doesn't want me, well fuck them, I'll see other people.