Are high school relationships really just: crush, get together, affection, problems, end? I want someone who can prove me wrong on that. This person doesn't seem to be someone I will last a long time with. Maybe I'm just scared? But I'm pretty sure I don't want this. I don't want to ruin a friendship. But anyways, I want someone else [; AH, he makes me nervous. But it's not like anything's gonna happen! peace. I'm getting off. byee.

BOYS,

Why can't we just be simple friends without ever having to come across relationship issues? And not just that, but the fact that I have to lose my friendship with some, just because I can't do what they want. I don't have to like you, so don't go around acting all butthurt when I'm talking about other guys and MY LIFE, because I'm not yours. Seriously, I'm sorry if I can't please you but I don't live to do that. It's my life and if I want it, then I'll tell you. Don't make this so hard on yourself. Ugh, do things always have to change? I read a quote saying something about if your life changes in the decisions you make, let it, because no one says life would be easy they just promised it would be worth it. That really got me to think. I don't even know what path I'm going to take next, but let's hope it's not gonna break me |: adios ! hw time .