This morning, I woke up thinking about everything I used to talk about: the future. I can still have it but without most things. They need to be changed now.. The names, everything. It's not the same. I really wanted it. Why would I talk about it for nothing? Ugh, I don't even know what to think of it anymore. I'm going to try and succeed until I get it. Without him or not |: Just some things won't be the same. Is that a big difference.. ? I'm too young to be thinking about all of this right now! bleh.


my ugly days of not doing anything with my hair, and putting on makeup just last period (friday, lunch) :