The 'Perfect' Guy For Me

I don't ask for much. Really, a decent guy who doesn't go around playing any games is fine. I honestly don't like flirts. I am a flirt myself, but I'll stop if I found the right guy. Someone who I don't fight with. Someone who's talented in the things he does. Someone who strives far in life, but still willing to make me his first, and number one priority in life. I want someone that will give me shoulders to cry on, and arms to jump in in times of joy. Someone who understands that I don't like to be smothered. Someone that gives me space, and in the end always comes to me no matter what. Someone who's caring, affectionate, and not just that.. but someone who also respects me and himself. Someone to show me a whole new perspective on life.

As of now, I don't have anyone who gives me that feeling of "butterflies". I don't "want" anyone. But there are guys that do want me. And it hurts just to know that they would do anything just to get me.. I need my time. I would rather be single right now than to be in a relationship. Currently, I don't need to be loved. For some, I've been told that they want to be in a relationship because they like that feeling of being loved by one person. I could care less about that. I know that I only need myself. I don't need a man to love me; I have other people that love me already and don't just love me when I'm with them. I don't have to be with someone to be loved. Basically, I want someone to understand this. I want them to know that I don't want to be forced into anything serious right now. If you want me, You'll wait. To me, If a guy is truly worth it then he will wait.


Junior Year is going to be an interesting year ;)