I have to grow up and push myself to get over this. IGNORE IGNORE IGNORE. No, is that really the mature way? I don't understand.. I never will. Maybe one day, I will. They say that there will come a day in my life where I just can't take all this anymore, and he will be the one coming back for me. YEAH RIGHT. DAY 1. Ignore or what?


We'll see what happens. I have to fight against my urges and be strong like I am. And another day of school awaits..