Kamyle didn't hang out with me. He said he was busy and had to go somewhere. Some drama happened after school , but I'm not willing to talk about that all again. Really, I had ANOTHER long talk about how I should think twice about him and that I can do waaay better. That me and him are done with. But idk. I NEED to talk with him about it. I don't just do that and leave. It's just not me. Maybe that's him.. but that's not me. And I'm sticking up for what I think is right. I've been thinking twice about Will. How people tell me that he was at least better for me. I don't understand some things.. I really can't get this through my head. I have come to the conclusion that I fall for the wrong guys. I always go for something that I obviously can't have. &then, when I finally do have it, I don't want it anymore. I'm a very complicated girl. If I want something, I'm going to get it. Tomorrow is the last day of school and I don't know what's in store for this summer. Will I see Kamyle? Will I talk to Will? Who will I be with? What's going to happen? And when I do actually get a phone, will Kamyle contact me? bc that seems like the only reason that's getting between us. PART OF IT. park today with katarina most likely. &THE GROVE(: bomb ass food. haven't been there in forever! peace*