I can't stop thinking about this. Is this always what happens to me after I go out with someone ? Am I someone who always has to keep thinking and having "what-if" theories in my mind ? The "what-if" theory is how we got together. UGH. Maybe after talking this out, it'll be better. Because I don't want to care. That's how I wanted it to be in the first place.. that if anything happened, put the blame on me, and I'll deal with it. FML .

too much bio homework to be done.

tomorrow = tennis.
tomorrow = try talking to kamyle
tomorrow = getting back together with Will
tomorrow = FML , everything's gonna turn out bad .

I PRAY THAT THINGS WILL GET BETTER ... if I could, I would make my life to be how it was RIGHT BEFORE me and kamyle went out; when I started to ignore Will, when all these guys were flirting bc I had no boyfriend, doing whatever I wanted. I'm not free starting tomorrow .

Tomorrow = Tipsy Day for me ;)