0 6 0 1 0 9 has already been planned . I've been feeling kinda down recently &don't know why . Maybe it's the fact that my life has been changing course and I'm taking every chance as it comes . I feel lost.. Hopefully , being with Will will make it better . I want to forget about it . The typical shit . Going out with someone for 2 weeks and a half and then breaking up . That really isn't worth it at all . I just need to have a talk with kamyle and get over things . I want it to be like how it was right before me and him started going out . My life was great then. I dont want to be single ; after this typical relationship , I want something that will last . I want that feeling . I want to know that something is actually mine, to keep, and not going anywhere. I bet someone out there understands me .