Today came from being good to making me feel all down :( I'm thinking too much again. I need to talk to Kamyle. BLAH. I wanted him to stay with me after school, but I guess he had to leave. I'm having trust issues. I'm thinking about bad things. Like.. does he like MORE girls, besides just me? He flirts, huh? WHY!? why can't I just think positive. OK, THINKING POSITIVE. I'm his; his girlfriend. [even tho i dissed him and said he looked like that skinny cinnamon guy from that apple jacks commercial] HAHA. I'm starting to really like him. But I think I'm scared of losing THIS. How happy I am with him. How my friends approve of him. How he's always there in the end no matter what. I'm done with the past, I'm moving forward. After the text I read today, it was just whatever. It made me realize I have someone else to make me happy. FOR NOW.. ?