I have to leave to OC (i think) soon. but for sure, I'm going somewhere far. FAST TRACK ! that's all I know. Ugh. I just want to stay home and rest. JUST THINK! u know? well I don't have time to blog. I just wanted to say that I feel so hurt inside. I'm not over it, but I have to pretend. does he even care? I don't know what to do, or what to say. UGHH!! what's the point anymore :( blahhhh. gotta go now. byesss.. :(