Let me tell you, I'm a fun drunk (; Today was great! hah, well mainly at lunch. Beer & Monster <3 fuckin' amy. haha. she knows which mix is good :9 even tho I wanted a full throttle ! shiitt. [: we gotta do this again !

MmMmMm, the girl nho mi den [yes i know, I haven't talked about her in awhile..] she told me when we were about to dress out while PE was almost over, she said: "Alina, I don't hate you. I just got ur message on myspace and my comment box thing wasn't working." and I just looked at her, and said "wow, that was so long ago.." JUST FORGET ABOUT IT! you know? It's not like I'm gonna be friends with her. ..Or not like she's ever going to put the effort in to be nice, and make friends like I tried. I'm too nice |: LMFAO.

SIKE! ...

It hurts; Seeing Him around. And at first, waving and he didn't seem like he wanted to wave.. But then, after school I was just sitting there, talking to Elizabeth & Stephanie.. He walked by with Aaron and then I just looked at him. He looked at me. and He smiled and waved. I just looked sad and waved a little. Deep down, inside, I still have this little string attached and I know I have to cut it loose. I'm hurting myself. He's not hurting me.. Be strong. HOPE. No matter what, don't give up <3

hm, I went to quiznos today after school. Uhm, And got home, then a bit later went bike riding with my brother to Kmart and Ralph's. And! I got ice cream from Baskin Robbins! Yeah-uh! Aha. My leg is cramping up. shit.

I think I know what path I'm taking now. Whatever happens, happens. I'm just going to let life take it's course. If I get hurt, so be it. I went thru enough already. I know I can do this. I hope..

oh btw, NO J :( oh wells. doesn't really matter. IDK why I care so much?!?!