I feel VERY sick still. My nose is stuffed &ugh it's killing me ! After School, I went to sushi station with Will. We didn't talk much. Mostly this morning I argued with him over nothing. I guess I over-thought stuff. what is wrong with me!? Basically, he wasn't his sweet-self today. No "yo" or anything like that.. And he still has my heart necklace I let him hold while I ran in PE. Still need to get that back. The only thing I did say to him was "I love you" but the only reason I would, was just to hear him say it back.. but it's not like it means anything anymore. I don't know what to say. I had A LOT to say, but I guess I'm too scared to say it. Why does it even matter anymore.. it's 'mission impossible'. I'm getting tired of this. I'm getting bored of this new life already. I want something that's mine. I want something that can last. I don't want anymore games. I always hear a lot of words but they don't mean anything; IT'S WHAT YOU DO, NOT WHAT YOU SAY. I really don't know what I can do to get him back. But I will never give up hoping.. I should just quiet down about it to him. what's bothered me is that some say that I may be able to get any guy if I want. Any guy.. but Will.. |: