Just got back from the movies with Cameron &now I think it's time to blog..

THINKING; It can be a good or a bad thing. For me, it's been bad. I just want to know what's going to happen.. Why can't life be that easy ? I try so hard and in return I lost everything, & what i recieve from life? .. Why is it so confusing for me? No, I don't make it more complicated then it has to be; Why should other people understand. THEY CAN'T. It's what I'm going through &other people have their own thoughts on things. I'm sorry if you think my decisions are wrong, but that's what I WANT. It's my life, and I plan on getting hurt.. I don't need you or anyone to look after me. I'm strong enough to get through anything.. &21 days is what I'm going for.. In the end, if I fail, I'm still never giving up. I'll always be here. I'll always try. I promise you..