FIGHT.

another fight; I feel like every time Will gets in a fight, a part of it has to do with me. I know I can't actually explain the way I feel into words, but I can try.. What happened today made me realize that he cares for me.. but what I don't understand is why did he do it?


I heard Leandra saying "muthafuckin' asian.." from a little away with a group and then her friends said I have a problem with her so she was like "OHH NOO!" and started coming at us with her stuffs. She came all up at my face, talking shit being racist against asians. Her face was so close to mine.. woooww. Will was even surprised that I didn't knock her out. Since I wasn't doing anything, Will got mad and stood up for me. He threw her bag across the campus and papers flew out and everything. Leandra was fighting Will, and Will just blocked it. Will threw the gatorade bottle at her head. etc. etc. People kept telling me to jump in and go crazy on her.. blahh.


I feel bad. I didn't know how to feel, so I just cried. Shafiq brought me and him together to talk, and shafiq told me that I have to see that he cares for me. After this, I have to know how much he cares..


And, I do see it.. I don't know what to do or what to say. There was nothing.. I just wanted to talk. SIGHH. tomorrow is another day.. thank you Will for being here for me <3