Yesterday, I cried. And you know why? Nahh, I'm not going to say why. But I will tell you my actions that I am going to do. I really don't know. I'm going back to plans I did back in 8th grade. I'm ready to get hurt again; You know? What I see or hear about him..? Everytime I sleep, I think in my mind that I don't have him. Why is this so difficult for me!? How can I get over other guys so fast, and not him? Can you please tell me a reason to all of this. No, I'm not making it harder than it has to be.. goodbye :(