How come this doesn't feel right at all? I'm so pointless and pathetic. I can't even try for once. I was so brave back in middle school. I could last for months without talking to him. And now, when I talk to other people, it just doesn't click. I'm lonely :(

I hate today. But it made me open my eyes, so IDK. I don't really give a shit anymore. I'm reckless like how I'm supposed to be(: deal with it.